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Wouldn't Have by ~bleedingice:iconbleedingice:

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Imagine what your suicide
Would do to me
And multiply it by a thousand
And you have the exponent.
Think about how I'd be
Without you by my side
What would I be like?
I'd be everything you
Wouldn't want me to be...
My heart would be breaking
Inside my chest
Every second that passed
I knew you wouldn't be there
To hold me close.
I wouldn't have your arms around me
I wouldn't have you to make me laugh
I wouldn't have you
I wouldn't smile
I wouldn't laugh
I wouldn't say "I love you"
I couldn't...
I'd just have a gaping black hole
Where my heart was
That died with you.
Every tear I shed
Would be another word
I wished I'd say to you,
Another kiss
I wished I'd placed
Upon your lips.
I'd miss you more
Than I do right now.
I couldn't look at you
I'd be overcome...
I'd bury the remains of
My broken and shattered heart
Beside your body.
I don't think I could take it
My tears would be the razorblades
To slit my wrists.
©2005-2009 ~bleedingice
:iconbleedingice:

Author's Comments

written for anyone who's ever been close to me and contemplated suicide

image provided by (I'm getting back into the habit of abusing him...or rather, his pictures, since this one isn't of him. but whatever)

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~undecided-impulsive May 7, 2005, 3:00:17 AM
wow... im stunned, truly- that's a great poem so powerful- *shivers down my spine* as someone who knows these feelings, im really gratified that someone has written about it

---so undecided yet so impulsive---
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~MadamKistulot May 7, 2005, 7:46:56 AM
:cling:

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You have just read the rants and ravings of a lunatic.

I'm very, very sorry.
:iconbleedingice:
~bleedingice May 7, 2005, 10:10:26 AM
thank you very much. it had to be written, what can I say? my boyfriend was talking about when he wanted to commit suicide and it just made me feel like this.

--
"I hate things that are diluted--I mean, you don't mix Jack Daniels with Coke. That's a sin!"
-Nikki Sixx

"I play Synyster Gates and I am guitar."
:iconthe-infamous-jimbob:
~the-infamous-jimbob May 7, 2005, 5:51:24 PM
very sad, yet so true. great poem!

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A true heart can only be broken once.
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~Disillusioned-One May 7, 2005, 6:40:03 PM
wow... powerful. amazing

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"All God does is watch us, and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring." Chuck Palahniuk
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:iconrathead:
~RatHead May 7, 2005, 7:04:23 PM
Very nice. <3 +Fave

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C u r i o s i t y was framed; I g n o r a n c e killed the cat.
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~Styni May 7, 2005, 8:30:55 PM
Wow my ex boyfriend killed him self and that really felt like it related to me!!! awsome poem!!
:iconfaiththroughchaos:
~Faiththroughchaos May 9, 2005, 3:20:29 AM
Its a very powerful poem. Brings back some memories for me.

Well done :)
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